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Friday, October 31, 2008

i just get to know that his girlfriend now was actually the girl he told me he once admired last time. oh well, let him be. There's nothing else to be said now. oh boy.

Well, its 2.45 am now and im still not sleeping yet. My brother and parents have went to bed earlier. when i saw that the lappy was still on, ape lagi, main luh. haha. Nah, actually i wanted to update my blog and friendster cause it seems dead you know.

My parents will be going to Bali on saturday and will be back by monday. My brother and i will not be tagging allong. So the plan goes like this. On saturday morning, my brother and i will accompany my parents to the airport then uncle bull and family will be at the airport too. And after the flight departure, we will follow uncle bull go home then syahirah will be going to madrasah and after her madrasah, uncle and untie wants to bring us go jalanjalan. i just cant wait yeah.

And anyway, i have three tickets to the zoo. Its something like family day uh. My mama give me to go with my brother and his friend, but he have his own plan so he will not be following me to the zoo. Now i need to find two other companion to follow me to the zoo uh. If let say nobody wants to follow then i'll give the ticket to my mama back luhh. sedihkan takde orang nak ikot, haha.

And if im not going to the zoo, then i think i would be going out with my friends, i guess. Hah, bo-ringg. So thats it for this post. im sleepy now. Goodnight/Goodmorning yaw.
Bye :D

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

How deep my love is for you.

When you were mine, i didnt treasure your love fully.

You gave me the most love anyone could have give me, but i didnt treasure it at all.

Now when you're not mine anymore, i felt lonely and guilty at the same time.

I had no one to talk to and all my sad ending stories lies here, in my blog.

Cause thats my online diary and thats where i tell out all my feelings to since i had no one to share it with, and here i am regretting about my past.

How i wish ____________________________.

But i know, how hard i cry for you, you're not gonna be right here for me like you used to.

How would you feel if you were in my shoes, going through the pain im feeling right now?

You're gonna feel hurt, really hurt.

My life felt empty ever since you left me, and i really felt lonely.

I just had no one to share it with. Even if i share it with someone, they're not gonna feel the pain im feeling right now. I just couldnt stop loving you.

And what more can i say, it ended just like that and when i heard that you want to end it, i couldnt help but to let the tears roll down my cheeks.

Everynight before i went to sleep, i'll read all the msgs you sent me and i'll hear your voice in my recorded album which i took when we were having our conversation otp.

I'll do just that everyday, and that makes me misses you more.

I really tried my best to forget you, but i cant.

Whenever i think bout you, i cant help but to let down the tears.

And i know its hard to forget you.

And i really hope you're happy and all the best in finding your future gf.

I guess we're not fated to be together.

All i want to say is that, i will not forget you even you're no longer mine.

You'll always be place in my heart as my best est-best friend forever.

And remember Fiy, its not your fault causing all this fuss okay.

Thank you for the love you gave me all this while.

And i'll always remember you, Fiy. I will miss you.

Thanks for everything.
Muaaah :(

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

yo.

I was shocked. I login my fs and guess what, i was featured the last on his profile. What does that tell me? His friends are muchmuch more important than i do and i just dont exist to him.
The same old you.

Okay, whatever lahh. Yesterday went out Raya with friends. Met all my friends at Bukit Batok control Station. Amirul, Alfahry, Aedit, Danial, Nadirah, Nurafidah, Natasha, Nursyamilah, Afifa, Dellah, Yasmin. First went to Azri house, his adik so fair. So putih, Handsome like his brother also. Oh yah, He live at Toh Guan Road(jurong).

Then went to Alfahry house at bukit batok. His Grandmother so friendly, Gerek. His grandmother bring us to his his room. Lawa sehyy bilik! Then he took out his hamster. So cute. then i go and sayangsayang the hamster. Then brought the hamster to the living room where everyone is. He showed Dellah and she was the first person screaming. She's afraid of Everything lah.

Then went to Bukit Panjang to Danials' Place. His brother and mother looks like him. His adik looks more fairer and more handsome. After eating the Kuih and drinking the water, his mother called him. 'Danial, go now! i said now!' Then we asked Danial, go where? Do what? Then he said that his mother asked him to pray solat zohor. Hah, alim eh kau.

Then went to Chua Chu Kang to Aedits' house. His House was the nicest! And Dellah said that his adik, Aedil, Was so Handsome. So cute lahh. Hah! Went to his room, kebanyakkan barangbarang sume Chelsea and Manchaster United. He said he likes Chelsea and his adik Support Man U. His another adik girl, muke macam Aedit. Rambot pon seakan-akan same. Bile Rumah Aedit sume tak makan except makan nugget je kat rumah Alfahry. Then after rumah Aedit, Every house kite pegi, sume rumah ade makanan. But the part i hate bile kat rumah Aedit is that, Nadirah start perangai ahh. Then Dellah gi sound die ahh, kalau nak gadohgadoh gi balik. Teros dah stop.

Then at Chua Chua Kang jugak pegi rumah Dellah. Makan Nasi Goreng and ayam goreng. Sedap! Then Amok pon ade. And dengardengar, Amirul jatuh hati dengan Amok ye. Feewit, cute sehy duedue. Haha. Then bile nak turon tangge, Nursyamilah, Nadirah, Nurafidah kene balik. Pasal dah maghrib and mak suroh balik.

Then kat Bukit Batok gi rumah Yasmin, cume 9 orang je ade. This time makan mee goreng with ayam goreng. Sedap sekali. Dellah said her mum is a good cook, and i agree with her. The girls makan satu kali je, teros tak tambah. Yang laki makan tambah due kali, except for Amirul. Guess what, He makan tambah more than Three times! Banyak giler siol. Then sume tengok die makan pon ketawe. He said he's too hungry.

Lepas tu gi Bukit Gombak, rumah Natasha. Dekat rumah Natasha pon makan. Bi- Hoon goreng with ayam goreng. Sedap, tapi perot nakkat bocoh tapi tetap makan jugak. Then Aedit and Amirul cakap thats the last house. And i was like, alaahh. Then i like merajok, then Aedit cakap, 'ok,ok, lepas rumah ni last.' Then i was like alaahh. Because my house was the last house kan. Then lepas dengar die cakap gitu, i asked Afifa if could we go my house after Natasha house, she said yes and i was like so happy. Then bile balik, Natasha pulak tak ikot. So she stayed at home. Bile kat bawah planned to naik taxi to my house. Then takde taxi yang lalu. Bile mase tu jugak Aedit cakap, kalau bus datang dulu die balik, kalau taxi datang dulu die ikot go my house. Then with luck, taxi arrived first. So i aboard the taxi, then asked Aedit to naik, then he taknak. Then i was like FUCK! teros forget it, asked the uncle to jalan je. Oh yah, we took two cabs. Then Dellah called me, she said that she's in another cab already then she told me that Aedit wont be going to my house. Then i was like ALAAAAAAAAH for the last time. Then when reach my house carpark, waited for the other taxi to come. Bile dah datang, teros gi my house together. My house pulak makan mee goreng with nugget jugak! macam hari ni makan goreng-goreng and mee sume same. Hah, but still okay lahh.

Then dahh about pukol 9.45 so gi rumah Afifa pulak, last house. Her house makan bi-hoon goreng and nugget. And her parents were so friendly and her father hantar kite sume balik. Because her mum cakap its too late at night and we are still young to balik sendiri malammalam. So her dad hantar sume except Dellah. Cause her father pick her up. And i reached home at about 10.30. Then balik penat sekali sehyy. I showered then baringbaring atas katil. Then i didnt know i was far asleep already. Hah.

It Was Fun Yesterday!

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