How deep my love is for you.

When you were mine, i didnt treasure your love fully.

You gave me the most love anyone could have give me, but i didnt treasure it at all.

Now when you're not mine anymore, i felt lonely and guilty at the same time.

I had no one to talk to and all my sad ending stories lies here, in my blog.

Cause thats my online diary and thats where i tell out all my feelings to since i had no one to share it with, and here i am regretting about my past.

How i wish ____________________________.

But i know, how hard i cry for you, you're not gonna be right here for me like you used to.

How would you feel if you were in my shoes, going through the pain im feeling right now?

You're gonna feel hurt, really hurt.

My life felt empty ever since you left me, and i really felt lonely.

I just had no one to share it with. Even if i share it with someone, they're not gonna feel the pain im feeling right now. I just couldnt stop loving you.

And what more can i say, it ended just like that and when i heard that you want to end it, i couldnt help but to let the tears roll down my cheeks.

Everynight before i went to sleep, i'll read all the msgs you sent me and i'll hear your voice in my recorded album which i took when we were having our conversation otp.

I'll do just that everyday, and that makes me misses you more.

I really tried my best to forget you, but i cant.

Whenever i think bout you, i cant help but to let down the tears.

And i know its hard to forget you.

And i really hope you're happy and all the best in finding your future gf.

I guess we're not fated to be together.

All i want to say is that, i will not forget you even you're no longer mine.

You'll always be place in my heart as my best est-best friend forever.

And remember Fiy, its not your fault causing all this fuss okay.

Thank you for the love you gave me all this while.

And i'll always remember you, Fiy. I will miss you.

Thanks for everything.
Muaaah :(