Farah ♥

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Happy belated Birthday Nurardilla BAY,

& Happy six monthsary to you and Adi yeah.

I hope tomorrow's outing will be on.

And i'm sorry to hear that you can't spend time with Adi today.

I know you really want to spend time with him,

tapi he just doesn't seems to care.

And i know how you feel when you can't

celebrate your birthday plus anniversary

with someone you love. I've been through it all.

Like i said yesterday, i pon never

celebrate my birthday last year.

Cause i go melawat orang meninggal on my birthday.

Every time when it's my birthday,

sure got birthday cake or mini celebration.

Tapi last year takde langsung.

So, kite same lorh.

But at least your Ayah say he'll be

celebrating your birthday next Sunday what.

So, hope you'll have fun next week

and do enjoy the belated birthday celebration okay.

..........

And lastly, do last long with your boyfriend.

Don't always fight because of small things okay,

Cause you'll make it worst.

If you have problems or whatsoever,

feel free to share it with me.

Cause i will listen to every bit of it.

And thanks for being there by my side

most of the time okay.

I really appreciate it alot okay.

....

You're always there to cheer me up

when i'm feeling down.

You're the only one who understand

me most among the other cousins.

You're the one who brings smile and laughter in my life.

You're always there by my side to listen to my problems.

And eventhough we always fight, i want you to know that deep inside,

you're still my bestest cousin okay.

You read my class table kan,

and i really mean it okay.

But i'm just disappointed that you wrote

bad stuffs about me on your table.

I know that it's clear now.

But the feeling of disappointment is still here.

And promise me don't ever feel jealous

or think that i'm showing off that i have Iyla or something.

Okay dearest Cousin?

...

We went through everything together.

The sweet and bitter of life.

I seriously hope we won't ever fight again.

Let us hope that we'll stay like this forever okay.

That's it i guess. And Nurardilla Binte Ahmad Yatim,

i love you okay cousin. heeeeeee. ♥

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

School's out and i'm sure to miss all my friends.

But i won't be missing Dilla Bay that much

cause i'm sure i'll be meeting her most of the time.

Tomorrow is her birthday and i can't wait to

wish her tonight, midnight.

This coming Tuesday,

will be an outing with girl-friends.

And i can't wait for it either.

.....

Yesterday went to Yishun for my cousin's majlis pernikhahan.

People there mistaken me as Dilla Bay's sister.

Macam ape kan, hah.

Then while waiting for Yunis to arrive,

Dilla Bay and i went to my dad's car to

do something my dad asked.

Then decided to watch vcd inside.

So we watched Korean show, Full house.

That's the only vcd inside the car, so yeah.

But we watched it for a while only.

And i acted like **, berangan that i was driving the car. ^^
.

And later, i'll be going to Yishun again,

even for tomorrow. But before i go Yishun,

my mum said that she wants to go to Sembawang Mall

to buy herself another Cotton On shoe.

Similar to the one she already has.

There's a sale at Cotton On,

that's why she wanted to buy herself

another shoe when she already has one.
.....

I'm currently missing someone that i

truly love and nothing else.

And to you bbf, i hope you're okay.

Do talk to me when you're feeling better okay.

Goodbye.
....

You're different today, and i just don't know why.

There's alot of things you said and do that

makes me feel you weren't the usual you.
I just hope everything's fine.

But you said you wasn't okay,

and that made me worry.

I read your pm and i know why,

but i don't really know what really happened.

So i seriously hope that you will share

with me everything that happened to you just now,

whenever you feel like sharing it okay, dearest.
..

But if you don't feel like talking to me about it,

it's okay. I'll understand.
Whatever it is,

you must takecare of yourself and always remember

that i will always love you veryvery much and i will miss you a hell lot okay.

Takecare dearest,

iloveyou & imissyou alot. ♥

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

The things you do makes my heart hurt.

I wasn't in the mood yesterday after

i heard something that broke my heart.

I hate it man.

After school i went back straight and

messaged mullen to settle the problems.

At last i yang kene marah ngan die and i apologised.

It wasn't my fault, it was his.

But ended up me apologising.

And he said everything sarcastically.

What the hell uh kau. I hate you, i hate you.

But i'm glad now we're okay.

........

I think i would be going to

Eunos at around five or six later.

And maybe we're going to lot

one to buy my mum's shoe at Cotton On.

And when i get back home at night later,

i think i would be studying for

tomorrow's madrasah paper.

Oh yes, i got back a few of my mid-year results already.

Failed science and maths.

This is the first time i failed my science seh.

And i knew i would fail maths cause

i never before pass my

maths for even once pon.

I was happy to know that i passed

my Literature and Geography cause

i tak pernah pass this two subject.

And god willing,

i'll do better for End of Year exam

and pass with flying colours. Heh.

......

Dilla Bay's birthday is coming oi.

know what to give her for her birthday present already.

But i won't tell now cause it's a secret.

It's nothing big actually.

I'll make the thing myself and

i'll start doing it soon cause i don't think

there's enough time already.

Her birthday is next week man.

Oh shit, i have to siap now. Haha, bye eh.

..........

I swear i miss my Hot-Hot FGAFBBFSM.

ily & imysm. ♥

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Her name is Intannur Ain bte Khammis.

...

She wrote about me in her blog.

And i'm gonna post about her in return.

She has been my true

friend since primary school.

She's the only one that would

listen to me if i had problems.

She's the one that was there for me

whenever i need someone to talk to.

She's the one who gives me

courage to do the things i wanted.

......

And she's the only one who

accepted me for who i am.

I admit i might be very irritating at times

or even made you mad, and i'm very sorry.

I still remember those memorable

times i had with you Ain.

And i promise i won't ever forget it okay.

You'll always be my one and only

favourite girlfriend even though

there's a replacement of you now.

......

I do miss you alot Ain.

I won't ever forget you,

and i hope you too won't forget me okay.

And also, thanks for entertaining my lame jokes.

You're the only one who

layan-ed me all the time.

As in last time.

And It has been about a year

and a half not meeting you and i

seriously hope we could meet up someday.

And lastly,

thanks for being my true friend okay.

I'm very lucky to have known

a person like you, Ain.

Takecare, imy.

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Had Malay and Science Paper just now.

Malay was okay, managed to do it.

Science was a disaster.

After done doing malay paper,

i fall asleep.

......

I was alone at the bus-stop again

cause Dilla Bay went off with her boyfriend.

Lucky Aedit and Darren came.

Aedit started to talk about Nabilah,

Amy and Farah A/M.

He let me read his inbox about what

Farah A/M texted him.

Then blablabla, he offered me sweet.

And my bus came so i waved goodbye.

Reached home at around half pass

one and studied geography.

This weekend planning to do art

preparatory work with Dilla Bay,

Iyla and maybe Jon or whoever.

.......
Didn't treat Hakeem ice-cream just

now cause he wasn't in school.

Some of the Three Tech student didn't have

to come school cause they didn't need to take science test.

And Hakeem is one of them.

So i'm gonna treat him ice-cream tomorrow.

And i so tak suke luh cause

i cume boleh tengok die makan aje. HAHA.

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Monday, May 11, 2009

Mathematics Paper 2 was super difficult.

I couldn't do the graph thingy.

English Paper 2 was okay.

And tomorrow is Science and Malay Paper 2.

On Thursday will be Geography,

Friday-Literature,

Monday-Maths Paper 1 & Malay Paper 3,

Tuesday-Art.

And then, Mid-year is over.

.....

Just now had to come early and i

had to stand because of that stupid

Temperature taking exercise.

I forgotten to bring my thermometer, that's why.

Tasha bought the same beg as me and Dilla Bay.

She also bought it for Yasmin as well.

Okay whatever.

......
During reccess time ate with Dilla Bay and Iyla.

Then Hakeem and friends came.

He came to claim his ice-cream which

i had promise to buy it for him.

We bet-ed on something and he won.

So he said that i have to buy him

Double scoop Chocolate Chip ice-cream.

And when he eats it, i have to seat

down with him and see how deliciously

he eats the ice-cream.

And he also said that i can't buy myself

another ice-cream cause i have to watch him eat.

Stupid luh you.

But i didn't buy him ice-cream just now

cause my dad forgotten to give me pocket money for today.

Tomorrow then buy.

And i'm sure tomorrow when i buy the ice-cream for him,

he'll make me go jealous ^^

.......

I'm currently msging and missing my Hot-Love.

I'm glad that yesterday i atleast

got to hear his sweet-sweet-sweet-

sweet-sweet charming voice.

Heeee.

.......

Although you can't be here by my side,
I feel you near me when i close my eyes.

And i won't let your memory come to an end.

Eventhough we are far apart,

you will always be close in my heart.
When i said forever, that's just what i meant.

You're always in my heart forever, love.

I love you so very much eh, dengs. Heee.

MSBA, Love ♥

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

Iyla & Fee

Dilla Bay. "Eh, You gile luh that day."

Last Friday, went to wm with Dilla Bay, Iyla and Fee. Went there with Dilla Bay to eat. And with Iyla & Fee to study. Met Farah Bangs with her boyfriend and i also met Nasyitah. Nasyitah hugged me and i was surprised. That shows how much she misses me. *perasaan*

...

Dilla Bay was as usual, her gile-gile self. I took picture of Dilla Bay, and i told her that it's a burst one. Meaning it has four shots at one time. So i told her to make Funny faces, and she did. Haiya, that cousin of mine eh. Giler banget luh. My mum says that we are " Kembar Siam" I don't know what that means. Haha. Teachers, friends and families says we look alike. But for me, tak same langsung pon. And Dilla Bay have been so irritating today asking me to msg alot of people just to go out with her to study. Oi, my prepaid nakkat low luh gile.

... Yesterday met Dilla Bay. And later at three, meeting her again to go study. With Daia and all luh. Now i'm currently listening to songs and singing and shaking and dancing and everything. Haha fake. I'm just listening to songs aje. Plusplusplus, i miss my Hothot Love so damn fucking much. I'm sorry that we didn't get to talk otp ytd cause i was so stupid to have fallen asleep. I'm very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very sorry Love.

... Oh and, ignore the previous post okay. Cause i'll post during weekend or whenever i'm free. Alright then, i want to study now. Bye eh bye.

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Monday, May 4, 2009

Hey. I'm not gonna update this blog untill Mid-year is over yeah.

Kaybye.

....

I miss you so fucking much, Msba.

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